It makes me sad that my friend got the guy. It makes me sad that the one I really like likes my best friend instead. If I just could have someone to love, it would make my confidence so much better. I try with makeup, but when I wear mascara my mom gets mad. I jut feel so ugly and I feel like no one would want to date me.
Work on that confidence. Confidence is attractive. Also, this is normal. Everybody feels this way at some point (and mascara is ugly).