Being Called Ugly and Gross

I’ve been using multiple things for my face to try and cure my acne. I shave daily and put many moisturizers on. I take a shower every night. I’m at least trying to keep up my appearance without looking like a Barbie doll. Last time I checked, you’re not the most beautiful person around either. Also, why are you even judging my looks? Looks are the only things that matter nowadays?