Distance

I’m in love with a girl, but she lives far away. I can’t see her, I can’t visit her, I can’t even call her, because it would cost too much. I couldn’t ask her to go out with me because of the distance, so she got a boyfriend. Now she doesn’t understand why I get jealous and depressed when she talks about him. I can’t explain it to her, because then if she felt the same, she’d break up with him for me, and I couldn’t do that to her. I hate distance, why can’t we all be closer?