I don’t love her. I haven’t loved her for years. She beats me. She loves my sister, but not me. She locked me out when I was 8, and thinks I’m a “drugged-up slut”. I have had drug problems, I even had a miscarriage, but it was because of rape, and she doesn’t care. She’s extremely homophobic, which makes it horribly hard for me to come out as a lesbian. She put me in the hospital after choking me, saying it’s my fault father doesn’t love her. She’s a cheating bitch and I can’t wait till I can get away from her.