Being Hated by my Boyfriend

I love my boyfriend with all my heart and I never want to hurt him, but he makes me feel so rubbish. He always says to me he loves me but he never ever proves it. I mean, I don’t want him to worship the ground I walk on, that’s too much to ask, but when I’m sitting in his room while he’s ignoring me and acting aside I’m not here I think I deserve a little more affection! Also, even though we do stuff (and when we do it’s amazing), it’s always on his terms and I never feel good enough for him. He makes loving him extremely hard!