Having To Hide Your Feelings

What? They’re dating all of a sudden? No. Now I have to pretend like I’m happy for her when inside my heart is crushed because I thought I saw him looking at me every day. I thought I was the one he liked. Stupid me. I have to get out of this optimism that I have. It’s weird because I really try to look good and dress good, but the ones they go for are those with bushy eyebrows and clothes from Walmart. The ones that never say a word. And there I am having a conversation with them and laughing with them, but you know what? I’m done. I am so sick of being so dissapointed. I feel like no matter how hard I try, I’ll never amount to anything. So that’s it. I give up.