How I Am Not Good at Anything

I’m okay at stuff like sports, but not amazing, so I can’t do anything with it. Sucks big time!

Accidentally Deleting Stuff

I accidentally deleted some important files I’d been working on at school, and because the computer system is really strict at my school there was no way I could get them back. So I had to speak to the head of I.T., and he is pervy, old and scary. He eventually got them back after days, but why couldn’t I just restore them myself? I know how to. It’s not rocket science.

My Orthodontist and My Mom

I hate my orthodontist. My mom doesn’t help either. She took me to our local orthodontist and I got molds and an examination. Then at the next appointment, we had the treatment plan meeting. I need braces and headgear. I only need the headgear at night, and he usually uses regular brackets. But then my mom asked to have me wear fully banded braces. So imagine walking around with your teeth almost completely covered by all this metal. Then she told him that I probably wouldn’t wear the headgear. So then he suggested that he could wire on the facebow, so I can’t take it off. My mom cheerfully agreed to that. I reminded them that they didn’t even give me a chance to wear it on my own. They completely ignored me. So today I got all this crap installed. I look like a grade-A geek. I talk like some psychotic freak. And I have to walk around like this for the next three years!

Heartbreak

I hate when I put all my hopes and dreams into something or someone, and then I watch from a distance as I beat myself up for not trying hard enough. Or only getting to see the person I love from a distance, with another person, because I blew my chance or didn't try hard enough.

Gay Boyfriends

Why does my boyfriend act gay? He’s obviously not, because he’s with me, but acting like you love your guy friend more is just stupid.

Wanting Someone So Bad It Hurts

Have you ever wanted somebody so bad that it almost hurts? I’m not sure what it is about him—I hardly know him. But it’s as if we have some sort of special connection that draws us to one another. It’s almost like fiction. I need to have him, but I can’t. I hate it.

Only Communicating by Text

So there is this one guy who keeps asking me out, but the only way we talk is through text. We pass each other in the hallway and he doesn’t even wave to me. And every time I turn him down, he totally ignores me! Sorry, but if you want to go out with a girl, then talk to her in person!

How My Parents Don’t Get Me At All

My mom thinks I’m this psycho teen just because I love the color black, rain, taking long naps, and the Beatles.

1. Black is a very comforting color. And it is like all the colors mixed into one. Black.

2. I love being wet. Rain give me that. And no one goes outside when it’s raining, which lets me be by myself where I want for a while.

3. I’m a teenager. Teenagers take long naps all the time!

4. Everyone loves the Beatles. I just happen to meditate listening to them.

My mother sent me to counseling just because I’m very artistic and different! Ugh! I hate that!

People Who Cut

Some of my best friends from when I was younger cut now. I don’t know if I can be their friend even though I know I have to! They don’t even act the same. They hate life and hate preppy kids (I am one of the preppier kids so I really don’t understand). Cutting doesn’t solve anything!

Having to Wear Glasses

I hate my glasses with a passion! They always look crooked, magnify/dismagnify my eyes, and get in the way! I want contacts, but my parents refuse. Thirteen is not too young for contacts!