I was with this guy, Chris, for three years. We were engaged and were madly in love. Stuff happened and we broke up for two months. He got a girlfriend and so did I. (Yes, I’m a girl.) But now we’re talking again and we fell in love again. His current girlfriend cheats on him and won’t let him do anything, but he won’t break up with her. We already know we’re getting married and we have decided where we’re going to live and raise our kids, but the stupid idiot won’t leave his slutty girlfriend! I left mine, it wasn’t that hard. What’s worse is that I know he loves me more, he’s with me all day and night 24–7. So it’s not like he’s even ever with her, or talking to her! I just want her gone so we can get our lives back on track!
I hate that I honestly don’t understand myself. I have a good boyfriend, he’s sweet, smart, caring, kind, funny and good looking, yet I can’t help but compare him to my ex-boyfriend. Why? I’m completely over my ex, or so I thought, but I can’t get him out of my mind. I hate that I have starve myself then binge and purge. I hate that I cut myself. I hate that whenever I have something good going for me, I sabotage myself. I hate myself because I’ve turned to drugs, drinking and suicide attempts since I was 13 (I am now turning 17). I hate myself because I know all these things are wrong and I shouldn’t do them but I can’t stop myself. I hate myself because I don’t want to.
My sister says I’m stupid and retarded just because I can’t get my contacts in and it’s my first time. A lot of people have trouble the first time. It’s not my fault that I keep blinking.
I love music, but when I’m with my friends, I just want to talk about something interesting, not wait three or four minutes for them to play music. They’re lucky I don’t hang up on them.
Why do you still act like a 1st grader? I get that you don’t wanna grow up, but it’s kind of annoying to deal with a 6th grader who acts like a 1st grader.
I hate when I go to my friend’s house and there is nothing to do so they decide to watch TV. I’m with you at your house—can we at least do our hair or paint our nails or play with your dog?
If you’re really that bored, why don’t you do something like play with your dog or go outside or play video games instead of texting or calling me that you are bored?
Don’t you just hate getting rejected? I mean like when you just aren’t good enough for something. I hate it so much—you just feel worthless and stupid and you know you could have done better if only you could go back and fix it.
Okay, I get it—you’re young and your parents piss you off. I used to be like that, so yeah, I get it. You complain about how your mom controls your life or won’t let you see some guy that you’ll realize later was a total douche. Then at the same time you’ll be thinking “I’m never gonna treat my kids like that!†Well, you probably will, because, really if you don’t go against your parents so much, you’ll actually turn out better. You may fight and think she’s wrong so when she cries you think she’s just trying to win the fight, but most likely she really is hurt. My mom and I used to fight all the time and I felt so mad at her, but I’m actually glad I listened and learned to talk to her about it, because now I love my mom so much and we get along so much better. Actually, I hope to raise my kids just how she raised me. So everyone, stop hating your parents and try to work it out (unless they’re abusive—get help now) because it’ll be better for both of you in the future.